Saturday, 17 August 2019

Life goes on

My cats turn twelve today. There will be a small party with treats.

Things are still uneasy between the ex and I sometimes, but on the whole we get along better now, apart, than we were together the last couple of years as partners. I feel that I can be more truthful now that I don't have to pussyfoot around him to keep him happy all the time.

I've been losing weight steadily during the past year and feel much better physically and in my head when it comes to food. I eat what I want when I'm hungry, which turned out to be not that often, I've stopped counting calories and I don't exercise at all, mostly because I can't be bothered. Leaving the security of my apartment is still hard for me too.

I got a small inheritance a few weeks back and I am planning to use a part of it to go on a weekend cruise to Finland on my own. The ex will be disappointed, perhaps even angry, that I don't want him to come with me, but I really don't care. I've planned everything already, from where to eat on the cruise ship to what to see in Helsinki and I'm so excited I can barely wait.